EMPOWERED MOM

Lili and I will be embarking on a mommy and Lili journey soon. I will not discuss about it yet for fear that it may not come true. Technically, my sisters and I have been planning about it for months. And if everything falls in our favor, considering savings and some resources, then we could be in one of the hotels in fort lauderdale florida. That is if the wind does not blow our plans towards China, lol..

Seriously, I feel that this journey will make things better for me and Lili.. But then again, let me just end here. I will discuss further when everything is clear as ice..

Lili and I had a serious talk yesterday, and her words caught me by surprise, and worried me a bit. You see, she told me that she wants to go back to the time when she was yet 3 years old. And when I asked her why, her answer was that when she was three, she did not worry.. I asked her what her worries were, and she wouldn’t tell me. I verified so many times what her worries were, and she said worry like I could easily understand what she was worried about. Now, I am the one who is worried.. Did my four year old really understand the word worry? Is it really what she wants to say? Is it really what she meant when she said the word? OMG! How come she thinks that way? She seems like an old person and not a four year old little girl..